A Crazy Love ♥

me and my friends enjoying the sun's glow.
ps: I got that weird oh-look-its-a-falling-star pose

Is it even possible to be in love with something as inanimate as the sun? The answer is a big kicking YES. Well in my case, yes, and Im not in the mood to take any opposing opinion for that. Love just happens anytime, anywhere and at anything, Its a magical thing. Yes, I've known it and felt it for quite some time at some human but I haven't experience it at some thing (because I would thought it would be pathetic that time). Well yeah I appreciate a lot of things but I never had the same heartwarming feeling when, for the the first time in my life, I saw the Sunrise. It was an unbelievable sight, it felt so close and my heart seemed to want to get out of my chest to see it too. I was so happy-the feeling Im not even sure when was the last time I felt it. But that moment I was sure. I was completely and genuinely happy. My whole soul is. I may sound crazy but yes I am crazy- crazily in love with the sight. 

The view was somehow  like a metaphor of my concept of love. Just like the sunrise, we all know love would come. Even if  no one could exactly tell when would it arrive, (just like how unpredictable the time of  the rising of the sun is everyday) it would definitely come at the time it is meant to. We all just have to wait and wait and wait. Even if how hopeless the situation would get, just think of the sunrise and the hope it brings. And just like the sun, after long time of staying, your heart will settle. You will find your setting place. And you'll be another story of hope for others,

 The sun may not be breathing like we do but there's one thing common about us and the sun. It's that we're all worth-loving.

A Star's Message to a Sunflower

photo from google

We are million miles away
but I see you clearly
Everyday you chase the sun
I witness how you bloom when you face him
But as you can see
you're not the only one he's shining for
There are millions of reasons
why he rises

And then, there's me
Blocked by his light
Patiently waits til he sets
So you can see me
But then I know you wont even take a look up
not without him

So I decided to fall
for you
I've heard many wishes on my way down
All the same as mine: Love
I wasn't sure if I was leading to you
or if I'll ever be with you

But deep inside, I felt happy
Because I tried
I took the risk
And for me,
it was enough

Summer sarcasms

First of all, I just wanted to say that I am 10% human and 90% sarcastic. Yes, that's all I could say besides that I am bored and Im just at home all day errday since that day at the beach. 
You know what's the saddest thing I realized? It's the fact that I expected too much for this summer when in fact, its just the same summer as I had last year. Ive already expected getaways and summer outings and trips but here I am, at home, blogging.

But Im not complaining tho, I mean, I am a bit (mehee) but really I think this is better than having no summer at all. (shout out for those who have summer classes >:p) 

The good thing of having no trips and outings however is that I got to have my own travels through books. Just yesterday, I went to Brazil and Geneva with my favorite dude Paolo Coelho. It was a heck of a trip that at the end of it, I almost cried in the airport. (that was the last scene on the book). 

One good realization also is that, staying at home for the rest of summer would give me 70% chance of avoiding death. Lol. What an encouraging thought!

Anyways, the month is just starting and I have more weeks to expect (again) for things to get better.  Who knows what lies behind those coming days ... ;)


~ps: I hope youre all enjoying your tans and shakes!